Saturday, December 13, 2008

an unintentional poem-like substance

I'm blogging to tell you I am not blogging today (unless the desire to, hits me like a mac truck later)

I have chronic pain.

Every moment.

Every day.

Sometimes it is a little less.

Sometimes it is a little worse.

But it is always there.

Last night was a bad one.

But today will be good, Lord willing.

I choose to have a good day.

We have the choice.

But if God chooses for it to be a bad day to teach me something.

So be it.

I will bow and follow, my King and Lord into the valley because I know I am not alone.

I will go where He leads.

Because He loves me.

So I am blogging to tell you I am not blogging.

But I think I just blogged.

Soli Deo Gloria


Night Owl said...

Hi hunny,
What do you mean "chronic pain"? I'm so sorry about this.
You definitely aren't alone.
I'm pretty sure God does not want this for you, but He will make good and beautiful things come from it.
Love and hugs,
Night Owl

Reformed Anon. Girl in Pain said...

Night owl
Chronic pain means (for me) that I am always in pain. Everyday, and I have been for quite some time, I am somewhat used to it but somedays sneak up on me.
God sometimes uses things like sickness to mold us into what He wants us to do or be.
I am not crushed nor will I dispair for God is with me and will not let anything happen that He has not preordained.
I hope this answers your questions! feel free to keep asking.
I am praying for you dear friend I have never met.
Soli Deo Gloria

Night Owl said...
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Bud Driver said...


Thanks for not blogging and keeping us informed about yewr life. haha



Reformed Anon. Girl in Pain said...

Night owl,
my pain is due to my illness/disease.
Soli Deo Gloria

Night Owl said...

i'm sorry... :(

Reformed Anon. Girl in Pain said...

night owl,
it's ok hunny, God is in control.
Soli Deo Gloria

Timothy said...

Just wanted to know how much you strengthen those around you,,,, Q

Eddie Eddings said...

I completely agree...just knowing you are loved by God and you are being used by Him to accomplish things you never dreamed of is His grace.