Why are you cast down, O my soul,
and why are you in turmoil within me?
Hope in God; for I shall again praise him,
my salvation  6 and my God.
This was a good reminder to me in my daily readings today. I've been so worried about my mom but I know (or should know I chastise myself) that God has a plan.
I don't know whether to have tentative hope for my mother, she called both of my older siblings yesterday out of the blue, she never calls anyone! And she sounded sober.....maybe this is the catalyst she needed. I said today, I don't care if I ever talk to her again, if that is what she needs to stop slowly killing herself, then I have to be ok with that. But I really hope that is not the case because I miss her very much but want her to be well. I have to look after me right now and trust that maybe, just maybe, she is getting what she needs.
Soli Deo Gloria
REformed anon girl